Muse Ahoy (janemac’s alter ego)

November 26, 2007

a little recent history …

Filed under: Books, Writing — museahoy @ 3:38 pm
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Over at Medusa’s Muse we’re (the almost indefatigable publisher, Terena, & I) simultaneously giving ourselves a crash course in promoting our first book, Traveling Blind (buy it!), and figuring out how to infiltrate the world of (mostly underground) punk rock as we solicit stories for an anthology to be released next fall (which, if all goes according to plan, will be our third title).

The book will be called Punk Rock Saved My Ass, and the title describes in language as straight and to the point as punk itself what the common thread of all the stories — and artwork, comics, photos and anything else we can collect and reproduce in ink on paper — will be. Here it is in words less bald: transformative stories about the ways the the punk rock scene can empower people. Stories of a person’s journey through punk and what effect that has had on the way he or she lives and sees the world.

Finding people willing to tell stories that are worth telling has been an adventure. I started with a couple of former classmates in a graduate sociology course at Northeastern University who declared a little shyly but nonetheless proudly at some point during class discussions (the topic: sociology of deviant behaviour) that they were or had been involved in the punk scene. One of them suggested I try posting my request for tales on Boston Punk, a forum for — state the obvious — punk rockers in and around Boston.

Bingo.

Within days of my post I netted two bandmates (Faulty Conscience – check them out!) who didn’t know they’d both agreed to be interviewed by me until they discovered the coincidence in a conversation one night during band practice.

One had but a short tale to tell; the other has a story that encompasses most of his approximately three decades alive. This story he is telling and I am recording over the course of a series of interviews. This process started out fun and fairly light (it’s all relative), but a couple of weeks ago we reached his tale’s painful core, which we had intended to cover in one session. In our last meeting his flow of words, which had up to that point gushed so that my wrist ached and my hand felt by the end of each two or three hour interview as though it were seized in a rigor mortis of pen clench, sputtered and jerked for an hour and a half and then stopped.

“Let’s try and finish this part next time,” I said, mentally revising our sketched out schedule of sessions. He agreed, uncharacteristic relief in his voice, so we packed up and left the pub. We parted at the T station, and as I strolled along the streets of Cambridge’s Central Square back to my car I felt myself being hit by the reality of what he’d been through. Up until that night this process — he telling his story, me recording it — had been for both of us a kind of lark, fun and exciting because of the nature of the subject and because nobody else was doing this or had ever thought of doing this (as far as we know).

But that night the reality of an unrecoverable six years of his young life hit home in both of us. I realised that what I was recording was not just a tale of adventure and anarchy (albeit with a lot of suffering of all kinds) that ends in a happily ever after kind of way, but the story of an injustice and prejudice that cost a man six years of his life that should have been spent partying, flirting and setting out upon his path as an adult.

But, while he was taking his first steps along it, that path was warped and plunged into a dungeon.

More about how I’m finding garrulous — and literary! — punk rockers in the next post.
Stay tuned …

July 16, 2006

Despite how it looks, I will stand atop the mountain

Filed under: Journalism, Life, Writing — museahoy @ 7:46 pm

I’m about to submit a short story (called Silica Ruby — "magical realism", my former writing teacher describes it as) to Narrative Magazine, an excellent literary magazine that publishes extremely well-written essays, interviews and fictional pieces. (If it’s so high-quality, why am I submitting to it? you ask, with validity. Because you can’t win any chocolates if you don’t step onto the field, I reply.)

As part of my submission, the editors require that I include a "brief biographical note". Not sure what to write, I read the short bios that accompany pieces in the current issue, and have to laugh. They all contain phrases like "has published two novels", "teaches Creative Writing at Columbia", "is working on her third book of short stories"…

… Jane Mackay (my maiden name, which I have decided shall henceforth be my writing name) is a bum masquerading as a highly responsible & respectable office manager/bookkeeper/journalist/photographer, who has enrolled in a graduate journalism course she has no idea how to pay for and writes fiction on a severely sporadic basis. ha ha. Oh, and one of her idols is a brilliant journalist who decimated his brain with drugs and alcohol then, to finish off the job, blew out said brain with a pistol.

I have no taste for either poverty or honest labor so writing is the only recourse left for me. — Hunter S. Thompson.

March 29, 2005

Creative Gestation

Filed under: Books, Writing — museahoy @ 4:10 pm

Sometimes I feel like a coffee percolator.

In a coffee percolator, all the ingredients are put into the pot at the same time, but they have to bubble around there together for a while before they’re ready to come out as something recognisable and flavourful.

Sometimes a story has to bubble around inside me for a long time before it’s ready to come out as a story. I know that all of the ingredients are there, but if I try to pour it before it’s ready, all I get are coffee grounds and weakly flavoured water.

I think this is what Marguerite Yourcenar was referring to when she said, "There are books which one should not attempt before having passed the age of forty." The book she was referring to was her greatest novel, "Memoirs of Hadrian". (Joan Acocella’s excellent review in the New Yorker 80th Anniversary Issue)

John McPhee described it poetically in a speech made at a banquet held in his honour:

"As the stream of ideas goes by, one of them will be stopped because it connects with something from what is now rapidly becoming the deep past."

My past is only 34 years deep, but the percolator is bubbling.

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